Rip off this lace That keeps me imprisoned But beware the enchantment For my eroticism is your oblivion

<-*-> [-Found a Box of Sharp Objects, What a Beautiful Thing-] <-*-> It's sharpening beneath me Beneath my feet The earth opens up To swallow me Take my hand and lead me on
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Name: Amanda
Birthday: 11/3/1988
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Saturday, December 11, 2004


No longer under house arrest.

I don't know If I shall stay here. -I've moved-

 

Currently Playing
Sevas Tra (Dig)
By Otep
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Sunday, November 14, 2004


Hoorah for destruction. This night seems rather l-o-n-g.

On another note:

(left-Lauren, right-Me) Location-Rapist house
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Waking the Fallen
By Avenged Sevenfold
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Thursday, November 11, 2004


                                                   

No, no. I can fix this. I can fix this all.

Fix it.

Fix it.

Fix it.

                                                   

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Until the End
By Kittie
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

                                                

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

Oh, oh! She's feelin' a lil' emo tahdahy' ^_^

Last Saturday-Broke a few house rules (and laws?) and earned myself a nice month or so in isolation. -_-.

That is all.

Fin.

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In Love & Death
By Used
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Thursday, October 21, 2004


Today-School was no good. So Lauren and I decided we were done around 2nd lunch. I had a sub in math, so I took my things to lunch to leave. At third lunch we abandoned our things in the near by woods and walked around the field until we got to the road. We walked to Felicias a new way and arrived there in 10 minutes. We got bagels and coffee and spent the next few hours chillin at Felicias ^_^. We saw Mrs.Whitcomb there too x_x. And many other amusing sites. After we had our laughs, we walked back to school for Lauren to catch her bus. I stuck around school with Lin*, Rachel, Mariel, Samantha, and Kim. We all went on a brief joy ride in Rachel's car. After we went back to school to wait for a pizza samantha ordered. Frodo amused me for quite some time. Linnie took pictures of everyone. Ehh...stuff happened and then at 4, Lin*, Sam, and I headed to drivers Ed. I spent the entire time talking to Lauren who was texting me. I drew a picture of a Lizard. The class was unbearable. The teacher's a bitch. The people in the class could be worse. I was home around 7. Just in time for all hell to break loose. -_-

fin.

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Fall to Pieces
By Velvet Revolver
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